Do you ever feel
completely d isconnec ted?
As though you’re just watching life.
Sometimes it’s just like you’re watching yourself live.
Randomly you get distracted. You meet people and feel connected.
Then you’re alone again. You feel it again. You remember. You are desperate for distraction.
You find it again, but you’re aware of what you’re doing. You know it’s watching. You’re watching?
It is as though the happier you become the more scared you get. Knowing it is waiting.
Laughter feels like fear. Pain can feel like beauty. Did it ever leave at all?
Have you ever actually connected?