Memory of Sugar is so Vivid so We cAn REmember whEre we StoREdIT

I’m sorry, I can’t stop hearing the word’s of my favorite love, as she reminds me so much of me, in Paper Towns when she goes

“It’s so unfair to the letters in the middle”

Also that’s why when we think of sugar we remember it so well, our body has stored the memory to tell us where it is/where we left it to store

Have we already passed this knowledge between my letters and your screen? I’m losing the tracks of our idea train.

*Train whistling sounds imagined here*

If we were just on autohunt our bodies would go straight for the sugar, our minds not saying “NO YOU”LL GET FAT. Instead, our bodies are like om noms fat me up to store for later.

 If there were no higher consciousness or planning “ability to use both the past present and future” we would just go right for it, almost out of control.

Just seems eerily familiar.

I just felt a whole bug’s life come through me…

I squished it into my skin and then felt for it’s energy to capture it in respect as an apology, to soak up the life and not waste it ..and I just felt it’s entire life go through me. I saw it like I was crawling across the floor and felt a tiny moment of immense strength..then it was gone.

That thought of the sugar…even after knowing that I couldn’t help but eat three more muffins.

The Next Day

*Comes back to the next day with a new thought*

What if we use that same power (of sugar storing memories/the brain storing memories of where sugar is) to store memories of things we deem important?

The brain uses the same brain circuits or structures within its brainself to store our memories, especially of physical. We tell the brain to deem things (like key placement) as important and it uses its primal sugar storing functions to store the keys in its memory.

Just now I tried to remember where my book is for Sociology of Deviance and 

my mind memory went right to it. I put it right atop the ledge near the back 

door. I see my hand putting it there and even remember making myself aware 

(in that moment of putting the book down in order to go outside), of exactly 

where I put it.

I told my mind to remember. To store it so I could come right back to it.

The same process.

Just now in remembering it I felt the same level of a vivid image as the honey. Both were kind of…boxed, like the memory was in a box format and they were both vivid instances of where I had placed them.

So what if the mind is able to use its primal purpose of food storage on whatever our mind’s decide is just as important?

What if our minds can so incredibly adapt to our bodies and our bodies to our minds…that we can use purposes of hunting in whatever we deem as needing hunted.

If our minds can direct that ‘honey’ need, that food need, into a book. If we can use the same desire for food as the same desire to study.

Both we ‘need’….both we tell our minds to remember. Well the honey I didn’t tell it to remember, it autostored that one, but I told it to remember the book…using the same…memory faaculties…

Also in searching fat cavemen to see where their weight is stored I found this: (you’re welcome)

I’m sorry, I can’t stop hearing the word’s of my favorite love, as she reminds me so much of me, in Paper Towns when she goes

“It’s so unfair to the letters in the middle”

Also that’s why when we think of sugar we remember it so well, our body has stored the memory to tell us where it is/where we left it to store

Have we already passed this knowledge between my letters and your screen? I’m losing the tracks of our idea train.






*Train whistling sounds imagined here*










If we were just on autohunt our bodies would go straight for the sugar, our minds not saying “NO YOU”LL GET FAT. Instead, our bodies are like om noms fat me up to store for later.

 If there were no higher consciousness or planning “ability to use both the past present and future” we would just go right for it, almost out of control.

Just seems eerily familiar.

I just felt a whole bug’s life come through me…

I squished it into my skin and then felt for it’s energy to capture it in respect as an apology, to soak up the life and not waste it ..and I just felt it’s entire life go through me. I saw it like I was crawling across the floor and felt a tiny moment of immense strength..then it was gone.

That thought of the sugar…even after knowing that I couldn’t help but eat three more muffins.

The Next Day

*Comes back to the next day with a new thought*

What if we use that same power (of sugar storing memories/the brain storing memories of where sugar is) to store memories of things we deem important?

The brain uses the same brain circuits or structures within its brainself to store our memories, especially of physical. We tell the brain to deem things (like key placement) as important and it uses its primal sugar storing functions to store the keys in its memory.

Just now I tried to remember where my book is for Sociology of Deviance and 
my mind memory went right to it. I put it right atop the ledge near the back 
door. I see my hand putting it there and even remember making myself aware 
(in that moment of putting the book down in order to go outside), of exactly 
where I put it.

I told my mind to remember. To store it so I could come right back to it.
The same process.

Just now in remembering it I felt the same level of a vivid image as the honey. Both were kind of…boxed, like the memory was in a box format and they were both vivid instances of where I had placed them.

So what if the mind is able to use its primal purpose of food storage on whatever our mind’s decide is just as important?

What if our minds can so incredibly adapt to our bodies and our bodies to our minds…that we can use purposes of hunting in whatever we deem as needing hunted.

If our minds can direct that ‘honey’ need, that food need, into a book. If we can use the same desire for food as the same desire to study.

Both we ‘need’….both we tell our minds to remember. Well the honey I didn’t tell it to remember, it autostored that one, but I told it to remember the book…using the same…memory faaculties…

Also in searching fat cavemen to see where their weight is stored I found this: (you’re welcome)

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SI-Ya Ray

Greetings beautiful people. I bliss out over crafting new flavors, interviewing test makers and restaurant owners and discovering the brain.

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